The lullaby blues

I will rock myself today
in lullabies for babes
like a newborn in my mother's
arms as she whispers from her
grave, with an anthem from
the angels you can never be
alone - oh my lovely daughter
sing on my dear, sing on.

The rhythm of my feet
despite their leftward
beat will move in father's
arms oh child you are
strong. Braver than you
think move forward yes
move on. The dance is never
over, the music is never done.

The ancestors are streaming
through the bones of arms and
feet, in lock step with my
people I will move and then
I'll grieve. I will lean upon
their love, find strength in fathoms
deep, and then I'll be the child
who prays before she sleeps.

Beautiful losers

There once was a dove who flew
for centuries in groups
with sound cacophonous.
This most prolific of birds,
numbering perhaps a billion,
amazed those who watched them.
These watchers recorded
in words a chorus
that will never be heard again.
By 1890 these flocks had vanished.
No slate blue males with copper undersides,
hints of purple, females muted, no,
they are no more. For they were a
tasty bird and no one thought
they would ever vanish. But
they did disappear, hunted to extinction,
with only the words of our
ancestors to keep their existence
in our memory.

On the island of Hispaniola
a benevolent man who
kept an inn that welcomed Jesus in-
this man with no care of
impending doom, unable to
be or act in any other way than
to be himself, gave succor and
food to a hungry wolf. The wolf
of course destroyed this man,
this ancestor of anything
humane about the human race.
I have witnessed the truth
of this man’s life in
the words of the dispossessed,
be they King or Douglass or Crazy Horse.
The lives of the conquered are
the only lives where goodness seems
to resound.

When they die they die alone,
and yes, I know there are
nurses working without
combat pay even while fighting
for the lives of the people
who are dying alone and
yes I know there are
doctors on this battlefield
who are writing wills
since they too are dying
alone. This is the
dying without family and
the grieving in quarantine-
when we mourn
we stay at home and
mourn alone.

Disease has no bounds
whether you mine for coal
or wear a crown
death will hunt you down.
Be seduced if you will by
the winners – greed is but
a shallow king. My heart
is owned by
the beautiful loser –
the only muse of the songs
I sing.

The history of the buffalo is repeated in that of the wild pigeon, the extermination of which was inspired by the same motive: the greed of man and the pursuit of the almighty dollar. We lock the barn door after the horse is stolen. Our white pine forests and timber lands in general have been wantonly destroyed with no thought for the future. The American people are wasteful. They are just beginning to learn the need of economy in the use of that which Nature has flung at their feet. When one recalls the destruction of that noble animal, the buffalo, frequently for nothing else than so-called sport, or the removal of a robe; when one thinks of the burning of forest trees which took centuries to grow, merely to clear a piece of land to raise crops, it is not to be wondered at that the wild pigeon, insignificant, and not even classed as a game bird, so soon became extinct.

– From “The Passenger Pigeon” by W.B. Mershon 1907

They traded with us and gave us everything they had, with good will…they took great delight in pleasing us…They are very gentle and without knowledge of what is evil; nor do they murder or steal…Your highness may believe that in all the world there can be no better people…They love their neighbours as themselves, and they have the sweetest talk in the world, and are gentle and always laughing.

– Christopher Columbus about the Taino people who were plagued by genocide and disease brought by the Europeans

Hubris

If you reach for the sun
you will find a land of fire
where everything is fuel
every ego, every lie. Your
wings will burn like Icarus-
the diving is final.

If you reach for the moon
you will find a land breathless
where nothing holds you down
as you drift above the ground.
When Armstrong made it home
it was a credit to the hidden-
figures that is, behind
this miraculous ride.

And when we survive this
have a feeling if you will
but know the hidden people
who toiled to bring us through.
They may be in the shadows
of those who reach for suns
but they also pick up pieces
when all the boasting is done.

Homeless

There are two of them and
they come with steps
stealthy and lean, almost
as tall as me the one
will nudge the feeder
with his beak, bump, bump
and perhaps the corn will fly.
A leaf winds into the breeze,
a masquerade of the sparrow
in flight – this is how to
please the God of sun
and air.

They wait, and move about
heads foraging at the ground,
caressing wings across their
bodies, cleaning the white
for they like to be clean and
will work tirelessly for it.
And if there is something, a
sandhill approaching or
perhaps a dog their heads will
raise in highest alert before
returning to the nuzzle of
ground.

In swoops a group of
three, a family together
for they too have discovered
the urban, the expanse where
saltmarsh does not reach. This
feeding of deer has brought
greedy eyes, us, the two legged
who stare at these, the rarest
of birds. And then it comes!
The whoop and shout and
they are dancing! It is not yet
time to mate, but they are
dancing, with a left leg rising,
then the right and wings all
on display and I want to dance
too, they are so filled with joy!

Five whoopers dancing, this
is what I saw in the land
that is not saltmarsh nor
summer’s nesting ground, a
habitat stretched, but removed
from the sea. Has the salt taken over
the marsh? Will the blue crabs
survive? Will the wolfberry
recover to spread the tasty red?
Will the corn ever be enough?
Questions I can’t answer, I can
only watch and note and hope
they will never be homeless in
a world that throws the vulnerable
away and cares not for the music
of wings.

Sunday in the country*

When you create a painting
and let it move
with the words of ages
and the song of June bugs –
the image of a father
lost in contemplation with
the vagaries of children
all of them complacent.

Being alive doesn’t need space,
only the wisdom
‘do it now’ while you can
tomorrow is behind you
and before you know
dirt is what becomes you
where all the living go.

*French film directed by Bertrand Tavernier released in 1984

Chasing the moon

Step outside yourself
and let us chase the moon,
do not let the
misanthrope break
the thread woven through
every loom.

Waken! Up you go!
Hold my hand and run-
the moon is up
ahead of us,
shadowed by the sun
which rises in its stead
but chase it yes
we must! Dispelling
all the gloom
sweet moon of
understanding all
that isn’t me.

This is how we
see the future,
every single breath
is worth the
saving – else
all that is left
are actions un-
redeemable.

So step outside
yourself with me
so we can chase
the moon over threads
connecting us in
the patchwork quilt –
the sewing together
gives life and warmth.

Brecht on wheels

The autocrat remarks
‘vassal shine my shoes.’
Herr Keuner*, he responds
‘the cotton is full of wool.’

The autocrat holds forth
‘oh peon bake my bread.’
Herr Keuner bestows voice
to the mice behind walls.

At St. Peter’s Gate
the autocrat implores
‘oh vassal own my deeds.’
Herr Keuner with his shovel
replies with a heave
of dirt upon the devil’s grave
‘no sir I won’t’ says he.

*Character in some stories by Bertolt Brecht

Morning poem

I rise as usual
before the daily sun,
step into my garden,
surveying all around –
I am met by silence
no one is singing
no one’s making noise-
do they mourn today
in communion with
koalas and kangaroos?
My country – soaked in denial
and fierce when armed
with lies that lead the way
to fires whether near
or distant skies-
drench the land in red,
drown every butterfly,
Too late! Too late! My
heart bereft of hope
so faint – the break
of twig that is cackling –
snap – pop- gone

the ides of cult

this is me for you
pounding pavement
this I do
this is me for you
this is for the bluebird
hanging in the sky
this is for the shrew
whose habitat survives
through pounding
on the pavement
this is what I do
this is me for you
in the tales of
Dickens compassion
resides in the fire
of Oliver’s eyes
no one resides in
straw houses here
houses
built on lies
villains won’t survive
if we don’t normalize
them
pound the pavement
pound the pavement
this is what
I do
this is me
for you
our brother
Billy is a martyr
off he goes to die
and then they
ask us yes they
ask us
with a smirk
in their eyes
and devilish wiles
why can’t you be
like Billy just
go off and die
but with our
placards and
our sneakers
in this space
we occupy
we honor all
the ancestors
and keep the
drumming live
this is what
we do
pound the pavement
yes we do
this is
we for you
Rosa stood
for all humanity
when she took
a seat
cutting racism at
it’s core in
order to restore
a faith in
human dignity
and so like Rosa
we must rise
if we desire
to boot bigotry
out the door
this is what
we do
pound the pavement
yes we do
this is we
for you
the rainbow arc
that began with
walking and
words that fly
when the sons and
daughters reach
for the sky
it will survive but
it is up to us
head to the streets
pound the pavement
beneath our feet
for this is what
we do
this is we for you
pounding pavement
yes we do
this is we for you