for a pot of gold
for a ripe tomato
for prince charming
for an end to loneliness
for a place of solitude
but i didn’t see anything
except for a cockroach
except for a broken promise
except for a worn out shoe
except for a paper chain
which is strung around my neck
and i let it hang
the vision of reality
in a lost world
just watching…
what i’d do
i’d do most things for you
i’d swim backstroke
through tidal waves pulling
me under the under toe
i’d do it yes
i’d trek upwards on ground
dirt bike paths
blinding my eyes that
sun is
but i’d do it
eroding my feet to stumps
crutching my way along
over there i’d go
yes
i’d die for you
you bet i would
but i won’t kill
not even for jesus
9-20-1980
I will not change
I will not change
I may get stouter,
shorter, grayer,
but I will not change.
I may move on
to other places,
situations, heartaches
and defeats,
but I will not change.
I may get lonely,
crossed and overlooked –
the snake may cross my path
dragging me down with him,
but I will not change.
Moodiness may haunt me,
surround me in my sleep,
cloud my waking hours –
the unicorn ever at my side but –
I will not change.
You can cut me,
beat me, desert me,
and take everything I have.
You can kill me.
But I will not change.
4/17/83
Saving the Kirtland
This is how it begins –
Flip lip lip-lip-tiptip-CHIDIP.
Intensify with vocal chords
that sweeten the ears
of that choosy ground nester
and a woman with binoculars
around her neck.
He perches on top of the world –
a little distant
but close enough to hear and see
and amaze the jack pines
that surround him.
Yes he can fly when I
merely walk.
His wings dart upon air
while I stumble along
paths and roadways,
some taken, some neglected.
We have different diets,
alternate breath,
chords that mesh with noise
from myself, ringing
from his beak.
Perhaps we vary by a molecule
or two.
Our DNA hedges on
iceberg or leaf.
We are life itself –
no coincidence
where we came.
Swing of life
you exceed the circulation of branches.
When we save the Kirtland
we save ourselves.
6/2017
Blue
My blue is mute.
It sends anonymous postcards
through shivering knees,
hoarse lips.
Fancies whimsical parade
this showcase.
Only depth perception
acknowledges its existence.
Water
It is 60 percent of everything.
Living that is.
Each molecule needs it, breathes it,
dies
without it.
What comes easily is taken
for granted.
The sun rising,
the moon setting,
the earth spinning.
My clothes are clean.
This machine turns
and scrubs and toils
so I don’t have to.
Not so for the native lady
who walks from town to river
and spends her day not reading.
What comes easily is taken for granted.
My hands are washed
by a spigot that is never
dry.
This energy grinds on
and the cooking and cleaning
and eating and bathing
take up no time at all.
What comes easily
is taken for granted.
What we take for granted
Can be lost.
It is finite and precious
and life itself.
Walk against the tide
my son and it pushes you
back to where you started from.
6/2017
This nation of immigrants
In the hallowed halls of Washington
the quintessential American
traitor once was called.
That little war with Spain based
on lies about the Maine –
no Twain did not approve.
Aliens and sedition – we all from
this unceasing law
each immigrant from old
clobbered were yes –
by freedom’s bell.
the Irish from a famine soaked land fled –
resume the chant
“go home go home
you are not wanted here.”
The Jew from central Europe
did return from whence he came
to hangman’s noose –
he was not saved.
“Too many” we cried
We cannot let this boat
set at liberty’s pier.
Poor or bedraggled
Syrian or beaten
so not us
and yet so true.
Each new citizen
was never approved
whether language or hue
each difference we chew at –
Phew!
Cruelty you bend the spine,
avarice you break the heart,
beget conflict everlasting
while humanity departs.
6/2017
Make him go away
Make him go away!
This deep blue mourning
drags down the lids
of these frozen eyes.
Sweep it under – gone
like the geese of fall
no more to fly –
arrow formation.
Take my roses
for your own – steal them
leave the thorns be –
hind to sweat my blood.
Red river rushing
the stones and sand swept
away build else-
where – land to slumber.
1980s
The tired American
I rephrase broken sentences,
sentences gluing time –
from once we came
our sisters’ cry was heard
and then benign that tumor born
was cast aside.
These days incumbent overlord –
returns with smile – beguiles.
The facade that ceased to trick
while infusing bloody venom –
it streams downward mighty thinking –
Germinal revised.
The worm is eating the rested rind –
careworn mother resigns her life
to nothing tempered nothing saved –
it breaks the heart,
it bends the spine,
sublimity denied.
Hand to mouth is how we live
and mouth to hand refrain,
no need for explanation is
how the homeless range.
Poverty excised – that moral war,
we lost it long ago.
5/2017
Language and games
‘War is peace. Freedom is slavery. Ignorance is strength.’ George Orwell
Over time these words of ours
lose their meaning.
Something bad is good
while an entitlement isn’t earned.
It is avarice that seeps like a leech,
bleeding each letter –
their corpses are dry.
Lifeless and useless they become
as a mockingbird
taunts while flying by.
All below the bird is still.
These meanings play
games and on more than
one occasion –
this language of man
turns lifeless
In the barren land –
money soaked, it is heartless.
Fewer words, more or less –
the founders framed us,
refining to suit
a game of concert.
If we don’t remember
how it is done in meter –
then we can pick up embers
and die from
the wit of it.
Alas these alternative facts
embolden the brainless;
that droopy and dying flower –
emblem of this age of endless lies.
4/2017
